Screw Cancer: Becoming Whole

★★★★★ Imagine you just found out you only had a few years to live—what would you do? From Molly Kochan, the subject of the popular acclaimed podcast Dying for Sex comes her honest, raw, and insightful memoir about love and loss, and what it looks like to take a swan dive straight into the deep end of darkness, searching for the light on the other side. When Molly is diagnosed as terminal with Stage IV Metastatic Breast Cancer at age 42, she realizes for the first time that "life is short" is more than some stupid cliché.

With this new ticking-clock hanging over her head Molly make a decision . . to start living HER LIFE.

She leaves her husband and goes on a quest, searching for life's answers via a sexual journey of exploration. She juggles dozens of online suitors and brings kinks and fetishes into the real world, all while dealing with the ups and downs of her cancer treatment. But then something happens.

As Molly lays in her hospital bed fighting through the last months of her existence, she decides she isn't finished yet. She still has things to say. Molly digs deep wanting answers to her lifelong questions.

She pulls out her laptop and finishes the story she’d been waiting her whole life to write. With a sense of dark humor, and a bright spirit that will leave you breathless, Molly leaves no stone unturned. From her days of enduring childhood trauma to navigating her relationships, through the lens of never feeling good enough to her final days of forgiveness where she finds enlightenment and the answer she had been looking for all along.

In Screw Cancer Becoming Whole, Molly Kochan takes us on a profound journey into the life of a truly amazing woman who left us all too soon. It's a deeper dive and a perfect companion to the Dying for Sex podcast. Her courageous memoir is a must-read testament for anyone who has ever felt life should be something more, something special, something alive.

This is Molly's love letter to life.